Struggle

Between the dawns and dusks, I struggle;
Between the logins and logouts, I struggle;
I struggle at every penny earned and spent;
Between the sighs and sobs, I struggle.I laugh but I struggle,
I love but I struggle,
I struggle despite being loved,
I enjoy but, still, I struggle.Despite all the comfort, there is struggle,
Despite all the money, there is struggle,
The struggle prevails over all the perishables;
Despite all the intellect, there is struggle.I struggle, out of my wisdom,
I struggle, out of my thoughts,
I struggle seeking serenity;
I struggle fighting against the odds.My struggle is about my existence,
My struggle is about my fate,
I struggle to understand the purpose of this life,
I do try, but I miserably, fail.And then, I struggle, again.